rosaw: (plumeria1)
Yesterday I went to Kualoa Ranch for a horse ride tour of the ranch. It was fantastic. The view was awesome, and while I didn't see any of the sites for Lost or Jurassic Park I did see some incredible foliage. The horse -- her name is Babydoll -- was quite tired and bit depressed, I think. She trudged along, half-heartedly trying to grab a bit of grass along the path as we moseyed along, and basically ignored my presence in the saddle. We had horses when I was a kid, I have fallen off, been thrown off, been knocked off deliberately by horse malice-aforethought on a gallop through low tree branches -- I have experienced a variety of ways to be dismounted without my consent. So, with that history, I was possibly a bit more "bring it on" than the horse was actually used to from tourists. She just strolled along, flicking her tail occasionally and needing no real interaction from me (or anyone else for that matter).

I was one of the only people who wasn't part of a tour. The majority of my companions were from Japan. One of the guides spoke Japanese and led the conversation monolingually, when she talked at all. It didn't really bother me not to understand a word of the tour, I was enjoying the view and the ride and I didn't really want to talk to anyone. Because of my lack of Japanese skills, I was unable to follow all the intricacies of the tour but you know, following a pointed finger to a beautiful view and responding "ooooh" and "ahhhh" is fairly universal. I had a great time and managed to dismount only voluntarily, to Babydoll's seeming indifference.

Hell will probably freeze before Rwr gets on a horse and I haven't helped that what with tales of my father shouting at me "don't a wuss, show the horse who's boss" as I went flying off the horse on a collision course with the less than welcoming earth. My dad was also a determined person and so his attitude was if I was still conscious, I could get back on the horse and try to learn who was boss (2,000 lbs of horse wins every time, I think, but what do I know?). With that in mind, I hope to convince Rwr to go on an ATV tour, which will go to the Lost sites. It's so beautiful that I simply lack the words to describe the greens and the lush varieties of plants. There's a succulent that grows on the branches of other trees. There were egrets everywhere, pretty white birds with bits of orange on their heads and backs.

There are no pictures of me on the horse. First, the pictures cost $20 and my horse looked about as animated as the bronze of the horse in the famous Trail of Tears statue. Sorry to disappoint. However, I put up some my pics of Kualoa Ranch here on flickr. The pictures just can't convey the beauty of the place, they don't do it justice at all.

I did wind up talking to a woman who works at the Ranch. She was riding at the very end of our long line of horses on the path, closing the gates behind us. It was her first day and she was quite excited and enthusiastically chatted with me whenever I was in earshot. Also, as I noted above, I was one of the only English speakers on this tour and that meant there was no one else who could chat with her (pressure!). She was very animated and, when she learned what I do for a living, wanted to talk about Holy Blood, Holy Grail and the DaVinci code in great detail. I tried to give her some amount of attention as I gawked at the landscape, but I was in another place really from work and religion/work related conversations (see above not-really-wanting-to-talk sentiment). I mostly just nodded and made encouraging noises. She did give me a little gift after the ride was over -- demonstrating that while I believe I am an introvert (I am!) and I feel like I wasn't a particular good conversation partner, I seem to make friends pretty easily. She runs a business out of her home, sugarshackhawaii.com, in addition to her new job at the Ranch. So, I have some rainbow sugarshack sugar as a memento of my day.

Ah, Hawaii, land of magical landscapes and very friendly people. Off for some more adventures today -- Rwr lands tonight and I have some exploring to do before he gets here!
rosaw: (honu)
I think I might never come home, this is such a lovely place. This morning I saw a very tiny gecko, no longer than my pinkie, sitting at my door as if to say "got any fresh little bugs for me this morning?" I didn't have any bugs and she ran away quickly but not before I noticed that her tail curved a bit to the right. I hope that's not because I closed her in the screen door last night. Perhaps that expectant look was more "hey, that hurt!" rather than "feed me." The Secret Language of Geckos still eludes me, perhaps with more exposure to her delicate features I will become more adept.

I am adjusting to relaxing (I know this is mock-worthy). I have been twitchy and restless, which is my MO when summer first starts. Also, I keep wondering about my dissertation, which is, well, done and so that's this weird little realization every few hours. This is the first summer without the diss in 6 years. It was an act of will to sit still to read 1 chapter of my latest novel (Beggars and Choosers by Nancy Kress). The book is interesting and I like her story-telling style but I have a sort of PTSD at the beginning of vacations that makes just sitting something of a challenge. After I post this, I'm going down to the beach to see if I can see any more little crabs on the rocks. Yesterday morning they were everywhere in that way that the beetles were everywhere in The Mummy and I was too stunned to take any pictures. They skittered away before I could get too close. The perfect scenario to experiment with the closeup feature on my digital camera. This morning I will be prepared!

I am going to friendslock this journal when I post pictures so that my secret identity may remain secret. If you're interested and I've failed to friend you because I am a bit of an idiot, let me know and I'll do so. You'll just sign the standard disclaimer that promises not to reveal my identity under penalty of tickle torture.
rosaw: (catbookmoon)
Happy birthday, [livejournal.com profile] destina. I hope this has been a happy and festive celebration. I always look forward to reading your updates and your work. I am sending my warmest and best (if slightly belated) wishes to you!
rosaw: (dr & rose by quarkz)
I am really enjoying the "new" Dr. Who (I know all my bittorrent-esque friends are now a Dr. ahead of me so new Dr. is losing a bit of clarity as a description). Last night Shaun of the Dead was a guest star on the older new dr who. Dude, he was awesome, even without the zombies (or perhaps there were zombies, in the right light and if you were squinting). No (more) spoilers in case the three other people I know who are only watching it on SciFi haven't had a chance to see it yet. I love Rose, I adore the Dr. and I hardly notice the plots for all the "oooh, pretty" that I am getting from Dr. and Rose.

My life is trundling along at its new pace, which I am struggling to adjust to. The future -- still a big unknown -- and the possibility of an article are both rattling 'round my brain. The kernel of article idea is currently hooking up with possible argument/evidence combinations and hopefully will soon bloom into a full-blown idea. Other than that, I prep for teaching, drive to teaching, teach, drive home from teaching, fret about $3/gallon and my commuting life, and wonder if I missed the career boat. But nothing exciting much these days. Planning for Hawaii, dieting (so that the ever-constant thoughts about food intrude on my prep-drive-teach-drive daily routine) blah blah blah.

That adjusting has really cut into my 30 minutes of writing per day plan. And I have no ideas about what to write. (Excuse me, ms. famous author, where do ideas come from? Do you have a map?) So, flexible girl that I am, I've translated that writing time into 60 minutes of spanish per day via Rosetta Stone software for Spanish. It's kind of cool and I am learning a bunch. I appreciate that it's not just grammar grammar grammar but jumps right in with sentences and questions and new vocabulary. I still talk like a 3 year old (la camisa es rojo) but hopefully this will improve with learning and practice.

This weekend I am going to get out the apartment for a while, though the weather, so lovely earlier this week, is not as warm and temperate as I would have liked for the weekend. I am ready to wear some cute skirts and sandals, and not wear any more socks (I hate socks, I consider them the indicator of winter, my least favorite season). Still, today is a jeans and tennie-shoe day, all cloudy and cool outside.

What are you all up to this fine weekend?
rosaw: (said)
I am resigned to being one of the few people who actually enjoys daylight savings time, even though the first week is a little challenging, what with the less sleep and all. However, last night I was walking home from dinner with Dr. Rwr-the-coordinated and it was still light at 7:30pm. That is one of my favorite things ever! It means winter is really over and this past week I have been really in the winter of discontent.

cut to spare the flist my anxiety )

But it's not all anxiety and despair, there's also great excitement and squee.
And not just because I am loving the New Doctor Who )

Today is the first day of spring quarter classes. Women in Early Xnty and then Religious Biography. I spent all day yesterday on the syllabai and now the dreaded first day is here. I'll be glad when today is over and the classes move under their own momentum. I'm off to get that momentum underway.
rosaw: (eclipse)
I am never certain why the weekend seems so short. I look forward to the weekend, carefully plan how I will spend my time, what work I will get done, what errands I will run, what books I will read. Laundry, plants, general organization, all that stuff makes it onto my weekend 'to-do' list. And here is it, Saturday night, and I have done one thing on my list. One. I should have written things like 'watch bsg' and 'talk with m&m' and 'walk with rwr,' and, most importantly, 'nap' on my list. Then I could be sitting here feeling accomplished rather than sitting here feeling blah about how tomorrow is Sunday and I won't get anything done tomorrow either and then it's another rotten week before the next weekend. Sigh.

Next week is the last week of classes before finals weeks and spring break. )

I am still mulling over the BSG season finale, which is a great show and a fantastic episode. I am sniffly about the 7 month break, though RM has given us a bunch of things to think about. Some great commentary by [livejournal.com profile] widget285 here and by Javier Grillo-Marxuach, [livejournal.com profile] chaodai here have added to my musing about the ep. I myself am not ready to come to speech about it, though I am weighing all the various responses. It was the best finale in a long long time and I do think that RM is very brave. Oh what a brave new world that holds tv such as this.

Viva BSG (I must make a bsg icon and embrace my EJO love).
rosaw: (honu)
Yesterday I prepped, taught and watched several Medium eps. I also drank a bunch of tequila. I love tequila. I think it's the salt and the tart of the lime that makes it so perfect, but it's also just one of those things, like Beatles music, that never gets old, is always perfect, and makes me very happy.

writing about not much and feminism )
/heavy thoughts for today

I am excited about BSG tonight, though not excited at all about a 7 month hiatus. (7 months?!? How can they do that to us???)
And I am still looking for Ronon in all the wrong places.
rosaw: (cheese mouse)
So I read that when one is trying to develop a practice, embrace an exercise, a daily discipline, one should just make oneself do the thing, even if the inspiration is sorely lacking. So here I am, with nothing to say, making myself write for 30 minutes.

so, with that scintillating introduction, I cut away for today's 30 minute of written effort )
I have been reading Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi thanks to [livejournal.com profile] melodymuse. I am going to use this in my religious biography class this coming quarter, in another experiment with graphic novels interspersed with more "academic" texts. This book has taught me a great deal about Iran that I did not know and through an extremely moving narrative. The second volume is even more provocative and intriguing Persepolis 2. I am inspired to learn more about Iran and have purchased Reading Lolita in Tehran to supplement the class. More and more I feel like I need to take classes and am trying to use my classes to teach myself as well as my students. What I hope is that my excitement about learning new stuff along with them will be an enhancement to their experience rather than a detraction from the material. I am less certain of that as a pedagogical strategy, at least on the undergraduate level, but at this point in my particular circumstances at UCDustbowl, I think I can afford the risk. I am curious to see what next quarter will teach me on that particular question.

If you've read any really great graphic novels, dear flist, I would love the recs. I'm not certain about my employment situation for next year yet, but I'd like to stack up some reading that could "swing both ways" as it were, for my education as well as my (potential) students.

Also, send Ronon recs.
And the beeps of ending have beeped.
Another day, another 30 minutes.

30 minutes

Mar. 4th, 2006 10:58 pm
rosaw: (jackie seal)
30 minutes of writing about why I didn't write for 30 minutes for the past 2 days )

Ok, so that's the second 30 minutes in 3 days, which means I am two-thirds successful. Or something like that. I hope to have more interesting and fannish thoughts to write about. I'll just have to see what tomorrow holds.
rosaw: (Default)
I received feedback on my dissertation abstract that was strong and right and true: I have a dense writing style that is too compact to lead to a published work. (I didn't say it didn't hurt a bit, because it did sting.) However, I recognize she's right, I need to work on the skills of writing -- clear, cogent writing with enough words to convey what's in my brain to people who don't have access to my brain. That brings me to my resolution to write in my lj for 30 minutes every day, just working on the practice of writing. So, it might be a bit dull here and I promise to use lj-cuts in order to keep from spamming your flists with loads of boring "rosa reflects" posts.

Writing resolution day one )
And the timer has just announced that I have written for 30 minutes today. Hurray me, day one is a success!
rosaw: (kittyview)
My Johari window

It's been a truly frantically busy and insane week. I am really looking forward to a weekend of relaxing, even though I have class prep and grading to do. I Hope to squeeze some time with friends, dinner with my cousin and a movie into the weekend, for relaxation. :-)

Plus, I haven't seen BSG, VM or Lost and I am now officially exhausted and so, until tomorrow dear flist!
rosaw: (cheese mouse)
Hello friends. See, I'm not dead. And I've even recovered (mostly) from jet-lag. Why, oh why, don't I live closer to the equator??!! (Probably because [livejournal.com profile] sherrold would never visit me if I did. See pretty Tobago here and here and lastly, the sun slowly sinking here.

bsg spoilers ahoy )

There's not much going on. I'm learning new ways to procrastinate work now that there's actually less work to do. Plus, I have to train my i-dog and that's more time consuming than you might expect.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

I really need a bsg icon. Will add that to my procrastination resolution list.
rosaw: (trelawney)
Ok dear flist, what are you doing on Halloween? It's really unfortunate that it's on a Monday -- I teach until 5 and canceling class isn't an option this particular year, as I am canceling several other days this quarter. So what's your plan, halloween fiends?

Help me dear fiends list. Give me some vicarious joy.
rosaw: (orangepansies)
This has improved my morning considerably )

In other news, they are "trimming" the trees in the complex today. Which means the trees are being pruned down to ugly stubs. Bah! At least the guy with the blower who likes to blow the leaves around at 7 am won't be able to do that for a while because there won't be any branches with leaves left on the stumps.
rosaw: (iolausbeach)
Dear Kind flist,
Last week, some lovely person on my flist asked about books that helped her flist with NaNoWriMo and many kind people posted book suggestions in her comments. And I thought I marked the page in my memories, but I didn't. Can any of you tell me about books that helped you write, inspired you in the process of writing a novel?

Please?

Pathetically yours, Rosa
rosaw: (20sgirl)
I have seen so much Shakespeare on my flist I cannot help but join in:

They say the lady is fair; 'tis a
truth, I can bear them witness; and virtuous; 'tis
so, I cannot reprove it; and wise, but for loving
me; by my troth, it is no addition to her wit, nor
no great argument of her folly, for I will be
horribly in love with her. I may chance have some
odd quirks and remnants of wit broken on me,
because I have railed so long against marriage: but
doth not the appetite alter? a man loves the meat
in his youth that he cannot endure in his age.
Shall quips and sentences and these paper bullets of
the brain awe a man from the career of his humour?
No, the world must be peopled. When I said I would
die a bachelor, I did not think I should live till I
were married.

Much Ado About Nothing, Act 2, Scene 3

I think Benedick is my favorite character from the comedies.

This week has been topsy-turvy, with great highs and two very serious lows. My head is spinning from all the drama, personal, professional, and national. Suffice to say things will balance out (I hope). I have been enjoying the season premieres, though I have no profound things to say about any of them. I love Lost, hope Bones gets better, found Supernatural pretty scary but not as scary as Threshold and have a Tivo full of stuff to watch this weekend.
rosaw: (iolausbeach)
Gakked from [livejournal.com profile] melodymuse
I was all jealous because she got Han Solo and I knew I wouldn't get anybody as totally cool as Han but Obi Wan pretty wonderful himself (as long as you ignore that moment of sociopathology on the volcano planet). Yay!



Star Wars Horoscope for Libra




You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed.
You convey the art of persuasion through force.
You always display your supreme intelligence.
You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.

Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie

rosaw: (shanghai clock)
Happy (belated) Birthday, [livejournal.com profile] wickedwords. I hope it was a terrific day, filled with all the things you love and none of the things you don't.

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